It’s been nice knowing you…
In my quest for wholeness for deep embodiment I have noticed some things about myself. One of them is that I just can’t ignore the part of me that whispers at me to follow my yearnings. The other is that there is always fear associated with following these desires and that not letting the fear stop me that is the hardest part.
I have had a hankering for a while to sit in meditation for an extended time, for days if possible. I have a yearning to go to India, the home of meditation. I’ve listened to the voice that’s been whispering and I’m off tomorrow morning on the biggest trip of my life. India, here I come.
I’m petrified. There’s excitement in there somewhere too, but I’m mostly petrified. Having not travelled solo very much, there are a few things that I’m scared of. But there’s no way to back out now.
The mediation part of the journey is a little bit daunting… I will be in complete silence for 10 days and will have to unplug from all distractions. I will eat, sleep, meditate. That’s it. But I’m up for it.
When I come back to my daily life, I expect something would’ve shifted. I expect a deepening into presence and EMBODIMENT. I expect a deeper and clearer connection with myself, with the whispering voice.
I have no idea what I’ll discover or what will shift, but I do know that I won’t be the same person as I am today after this experience.
So it’s good bye from this me forever….
See you in a few weeks.